I was talking to a friend late last night about my journey through healing, at first when I realized we had the power to heal ourselves, like the Fool from the Tarot, I set out to heal the world. Today, I realize that I Am the world and all the healing I craved to bring into the world was really me craving healing within my inner world.
Not that I have lost sight of being able to assist others to shift and to accept the healing within themselves.. I believe we can be space holders.. and ignite that gift with in anyone willing and ready to accept..
If I was to ever believe that I have made it, what ever that is, it would be an injustice to myself and to others, because I can only take someone as far as I have choose to travel and for as long as I have this body and a human life living within the realms that can sustain physicality and are streams and waves of energy that has duality in opposites, I have work to to do.
It’s finding the balance somewhere between narcissist and empath. The Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine. Yin/yang, somewhere between surrender and faith.
I think of it like the stream of water, all the energies of water, right to the point of boiling, where it then changes into vapor and to the point of freezing where next it takes upon a solid form of ice, finding the temperature that feels wonderful to bathe within.. the balance of the middle way.. and believe me there are times I am burning my ass so to speak and others I am as cold as ice, but neither feel so good and so I do my best to surrender, throw my hands up in the air and say, “help” and then open myself to be guided to something more comfy to reside within.
Xoxoxo tons of love to you Brother..